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Sunday, December 28, 2008 02:51 pm
hello and goodbye.



goodbye 2008, 1429H. and hello 2009, 1430H.

today is the last day of 1429H.

hopefully the ending year brought a lot of happy memories and from it we learnt heaps of experiences, both good and bad.. i hope to take time to muhasabah and ponder on the things that ive done throughout the year and make a change in the new year to come..

will post up my new year's resolution in the next entry. dont you think new year could be the start of something new? hopefully.. its the thought that counts. followed by actions to make it complete.

this entry is made to share this: doa awal and akhir tahun... can be found here: http://www.darulnuman.com/mhikmah/muharam.html

jom bace!

blog later.

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UPDATE 29th DECEMBER 21:36

BISMILLAH~
ehem, (i hope i wont regret announcing this)


new year, new environment, a spirited beginning..HELLO http://heartsontheline.blogspot.com
and goodbye prettyenoughwords.blogdrive.com

why am i moving??

it's time for a change, baby..visit the url above for further ramblings.. thank you blogdrive. you will always be in my heart...




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Thursday, December 25, 2008 03:22 pm
its only a dream

last night i had a dream thats bothering me for the rest of the day, today i woke up finding myself crying. huu. last night the last thing i did online before going to sleep was reading izzatizaki's blog.

"saya ada buah hati baru
saya janji akan setia dengan dia
saya rasa dia tak akan tinggalkan saya
saya akan sayang dia
saya akan jaga dia
"

maybe i got too happy for her that i dreamt of it only that the dream i had, her buah hati turned out to be the guy that i really like. sounds crazy huh but we both know the guy anyway so it really is not impossible.


it was only a dream

heck. it was only a dream, but it hit me bad that i cried. call me a loon but i do admit that i have a trouble letting go of things and people. I am even a sentimental junkie in that i tend to keep things that i dont even need. yeah, i know. bad habit.

but this dream, it got me thinking, and i realise now that i'm in deep trouble and i need to get out of this trouble, fast!.. O Allah, please, please, please, im begging you please show me the way, i'm in need of your guidance. tear.

"Nay, seek (Allah’s) help with patient perseverance and prayer: It is indeed hard, except to those who are humble-minded"
-Al-Baqara: 45



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Wednesday, December 24, 2008 10:43 pm
midnight ramble

It's 12.08am. Yesterday I watched Her Best Move on disney channel. It was quite okay, typical storyline but watch it if ur a Leah Pipes fan but i think if u really are then i think u shud have known about this movie already which means that im just wasting my time writing this but i dont care because im really bored. bored stiff. and getting stiffer. By the time the movie ended i was feeling rather sleepy so i slept quite early.

Sheesh. Today is 25th of December 2008.
  • happy anniversary umi & ayah!  May Allah bless the both of you. luv u two to bits.
  • merry thursday! hahaha.
  • today is supposed to be the day of our family vacation. but sadly things always got cancelled. my family is quite the fickle type. plans changed at the very last minute. but ive been trained not to be so hopeful. just be ready for the unexpected and its all a blast. i still luv my family though.
  • i dont know whats going to happen today
I am starting to feel the heat of new sem already, registered my groups and courses, 6 subjects, 16 credit hours altogether.

Pharmaceutical Analysis
Drug Delivery System I
Chemotherapeutics Drugs
Endocrine, Reproductive Systems and Pharmacotherapeutics.
Principles and Practice of Marketing
Arabic Language II

Compared to last sems this has the least credit hours. If before im not feeling anything, now its kind of ermm..im still trying to find a word for it, but i can assure you, its definitely NOT exciting. nope, im not excited. perhaps a little happy to see my friends again, and ive been missing a particular someone for much too long a time already but im still not ready for lectures and meetings and all.. it feels like this holiday is kind of.. short.and time kind of flies quickly..really.

I think i better go to sleep. Nitey nite. Dont let the bed bugs bite.


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Just something i did long time ago. Was browsing through my old folders and thought of sharing so..yeah. just a little thought though, you cant run away from being you.. it might be a little exhausting to please everyone, but importantly just be yourself. as they always say:

"I'd rather be hated for who i am than be loved for who i am not"



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Monday, December 22, 2008 08:01 pm
this time




I've been sitting, watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back
Could I get you off my mind
This time
-Jonathan Rhys Meyer - This time


I love this song cuz i can relate it to my feelings somehow.. most of the songs i like usually relates to myself and somehow expresses the things that i cant express..huhu... anyway, today i learned something new. thought i might wanna share it with u guys. its an irish wish..

"May the wind be at your back"

it means: may happiness be with you~



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Sunday, December 21, 2008 09:45 am
gone unnoticed

hello world.. how are you?

its sunday. a week left before the start of semester 4. hoho. i dont even know what im feeling about this. excited? happy? dragging? i dont know and i dont care. all i know, i cant wait for the johor trip next week even though the mandi sungai plan is cancelled due to the fully booked chalets and the rainy season that made it a little bit dangerous kot to mandi.

were going to johor because my mum had to go and visit some factories with her postgraduates at batu pahat and muar but we have done some research and found out that theres nothing really interesting there (anyone lives in batu pahat or muar would like to suggest any interesting places?) so afterwards, we'll be going somewhere else that is more interesting but i shall not mention it yet, let it be a mystery. hehe.

anyway, my mum just bought a new desktop computer. wohoo. i dont know how many computers we got altogether already -_-; but this one is super shiny haha and even got photoshop in it ^_^ so i can get on with my work and yeaaahh its all good baby =D i still want a new laptop though but that can wait. hehe. ^^;

my plan for today is to go to a friend's place but due to that friend of mine just coming back from vacation and that friend of mine might just be very tired so i cancelled the plan and will be spending the whole day wondering why shouldnt i just take the chance =P

yesterday i watched august rush...probably the best movie ive ever watched.. and it has been added to my favourite list hehe..ranked second after titanic =P


All you have to do is listen.....



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