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last night i had a dream thats bothering me for the rest of the day, today i woke up finding myself crying. huu. last night the last thing i did online before going to sleep was reading izzatizaki's blog.

"saya ada buah hati baru
saya janji akan setia dengan dia
saya rasa dia tak akan tinggalkan saya
saya akan sayang dia
saya akan jaga dia"

maybe i got too happy for her that i dreamt of it only that the dream i had, her buah hati turned out to be the guy that i really like. sounds crazy huh but we both know the guy anyway so it really is not impossible.


heck. it was only a dream, but it hit me bad that i cried. call me a loon but i do admit that i have a trouble letting go of things and people. I am even a sentimental junkie in that i tend to keep things that i dont even need. yeah, i know. bad habit.

but this dream, it got me thinking, and i realise now that i'm in deep trouble and i need to get out of this trouble, fast!.. O Allah, please, please, please, im begging you please show me the way, i'm in need of your guidance. tear.

"Nay, seek (Allah’s) help with patient perseverance and prayer: It is indeed hard, except to those who are humble-minded"
-Al-Baqara: 45