"saya ada buah hati baru
saya janji akan setia dengan dia
saya rasa dia tak akan tinggalkan saya
saya akan sayang dia
saya akan jaga dia"
maybe i got too happy for her that i dreamt of it only that the dream i had, her buah hati turned out to be the guy that i really like. sounds crazy huh but we both know the guy anyway so it really is not impossible.
it was only a dream
heck. it was only a dream, but it hit me bad that i cried. call me a loon but i do admit that i have a trouble letting go of things and people. I am even a sentimental junkie in that i tend to keep things that i dont even need. yeah, i know. bad habit.
but this dream, it got me thinking, and i realise now that i'm in deep trouble and i need to get out of this trouble, fast!.. O Allah, please, please, please, im begging you please show me the way, i'm in need of your guidance. tear.
"Nay, seek (Allah’s) help with patient perseverance and prayer: It is indeed hard, except to those who are humble-minded"
-Al-Baqara: 45
